when chirlane mccray, whose husband is new york mayor bill de blasio, expressed a small part of thosee, she couldn't have imagined that one paragraph out 7,550 words would turn into this. two new york tabloids blasting her as a bad mother. here's the passage. chiara was born seven months after the wedding when bill was working in san francisco. mccray had always imagined a life with children, but as with so many women the reality of mother hood, the loss of independence, the relentlessness of the responsibility was difficult. i was 40 years old, she said. i had a life. especially with chiara will feel guilt forever more. yes. but the question is i could not spend every day with her. i would look for reasons not to do it. i love her. i have thousands of photos of her. every one month birthday, two month birthdays, but i've been working since i was 14. and that part of me is me. it took a long time for me to get into, i'm taking care of kids. the one made famous by the campaign ads. it says mccray became the primary caretaker, the one who picked up the kids and did all the traditional m

and i think that's the basic thing of jumping on chirlane mccray.n give birth and you're not perfect, there's something wrong. >> and enthusiastic about it. >> and don't ever say anything other than it's great. >> yes. >> and if you don't have a child, you're the ultimate bad mom. you're almost not even a woman, you're almost not even treated in the same way. not by anybody in this group but i've been shamed by a lot of mothers who have said things to me, well, you'll never know the kind of love that i know or try to include me by saying those who have children and those who are childless by choice. you don't know what my choice is. but it's endemic, it just happens. they don't recognize the fact that i had two ailing parents and i cared for them or even if i didn't that i love kids or even if i didn't, maybe i don't like that but i have nurturing ways with my pets or even if i didn't, i still have a right to be a woman and treated as such and not kind of pushed in the position of having to cover other people's schedules because i'm single and so an

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. >> commissioner mccray. >> present. >> commissioner walker. >> here. >> and commissioner melgar is excused and we have a quorum and the next item is item two, president's good morning and welcome to our meeting april 16th. last week and briefed them on the roll of the newly passed legislation of the inlaw legislation and director also responded to a wide range of questions from the members about the building code and so thank you director for that and a special thanks to the director and chief building inspector ron tom who completed a new information sheet, g12 which updates the building prior to processes. for affordable housing projects. in the community and investment and infrastructure and these will be helpful to the staff as well as project developers and so well done for putting that coalition together and getting everybody on the same page director and ron, tom. dbi is working with dpw and consultants in evaluating the existing space and documented needs for the additional 30,000 of square feet of space to meet additional customer demands and we will host a one stop worksh

the post front page referred to a magazine profile in which charlene mccray says she struggled with being a new mom. she told the new york mag, quote, i was 40 years old and had a life. i didn't want to spend every day with her and i found all kinds of reasons not to do it. i love her, but i have been working since i was 14, and that was part of me. it is me. it took a longtime for me to get into i'm taking care of kids and what that means. for more check in with "red eye" senior political correspondent. >> we would like to take a moment to apologize. we did not know he would be nude and he will not be working here anymore and it will not happen again. joanne, i will start with you because you are pretty and i like looking at you. what is the controversy here? they said she was a bad mom and they quoted her saying i was a bad mom. the connotation around the word bad. she was not a bad mom. she was a selfish mom. there is nothing wrong with that. >> there is nothing wrong with hating your kids. >> my mom told me at 18 she didn't want kids. she only really loved me as soon as i could start

. >> so you write in "new york" magazine, mccray had always imagined a life with children., the relentlessness of the responsibility was difficult of i was 40 years old. i had a life. will we feel guilt forever more? the truth is yes, but i could not spend every day with her. i didn't want to do that. i looked for all kind of reasons not to do it. i love her. i have thousands of photos of her. every one month birthday, two-month birthday but i've been working since i was 14. that part of me is me. it took a long time for me to get into i'm taking care of kids and what that means. did that strike you when she said it? >> when she said it, we were in -- around a conference table at city hall and there were probably four or five of us sitting around the table and we were all women and mothers. and she said it and we all sort of did a little hallelujah, like that is the truth. the truth is that when you're a new mother and you have a tiny baby, sometimes you can't wait to get away from the baby and that does not mean you don't love your children. you know, this is a perfect mom

and this note -- after two years as director of the jail system, charles mccray stepped down in july report. thanks for watching. i'm john seigenthaler. >>> due to mature subject matter, viewer discretion is advised. >>> there are 2 million people behind bars in america. we open the gates, "lockup." >> you get close to somebody, but you can't trust that person because that person might be the one to stab you. >> down here on the floor, one of the inmates was actually brutally burned. >> you step back to the door. >> they can smell fear, especially in a female. >> this system needed a wake-up call. i broke my tv, made a couple shanks and assaulted them. >> i was covered from my neck down with blood. >> i have heard and i've seen what he's done to other officers. >> i would just like to get on with my life and get

had chirlane mccray committed some act of -- she said she felt ambivalent when her daughter was born. "i was 40 years old. i had a life. especially with chiara. will we feel guilt forever more? of course yes pu about the truth is i could not spend every day with her. i didn't want to do that. i looked for all kind of reasons ton do that. i love her. every thousands of photos of her, one-month birthday, two-month birthday. but i've been working since i was 14, and that part of it is me, it's taken a long time for me to get into i'm taking care of kids and that's what that means." mayor de blasio denounced the tabloids. >> the "daily news" owes chirlane an apology. i think they owe everybody an apology for absolutely misrepresenting what she said and for caricaturing a reality that i think so many women face. >> i spoke earlier with "new york" magazine's jennifer senior in new hampshire. she's the author of "all joy and no fun: the paradox of modern parenthood." jennifer senior, welcome. >> thanks so much for having me. >> i was a bad mom. that's practically an indictment. what was your

but i also think in terms of the big criticism of charlayne mccray, the first lady of new york city,bout something that a lot of professional women who have kids later in life can relate to. you have your career. you have your identity. you want to be a mom, but you struggle at the start of it to balance it all. and i think -- i took issue with it, and a lot of other women, why was she labeled, quote, on the "new york post" headline, "i was a bad mom"? she never said that. why are we so quick to put labels on other women? >> i think she was trying to have a conversation and sort of be a little more revealing. the sense i got from her article is she was very open about some things that she probably realized some other women were struggling with. it is a frustrating place because no matter where you turn, you're going to have different people with different opinions about it. >> absolutely. that was one paragraph in a six-page story. and that is kind of what, you know, the new york city tabloids pulled out. i think a lot of women say as far as we've come, the motherhood thing, if a dad

. >> mccray says she always wanted children, but took a long time to understand how to be a mother. >2-year-old woman is accused of calling in fake bomb threats to what her parents thought was her graduation ceremony. she wanted to stop the graduation ceremony because she didn't want her parents to find out she dropped out. the ceremony was moved to a second location. police were able to trace the calls to her cell phone. she was arrested in her cap and gown there on the scene. she didn't want her parents to know. now everybody knows including here on cbs where it's all over the world. >> not a good call. >> nope. >>> an l.a. suburb could approve one of the toughest laws against bullying. ben tracy looks at the plan and why it faces skeptics. >> when i was 12 years old, i tried taking my life. i felt like i didn't belong here anymore. >> reporter: 15-year-old jade archer says bullying got so bad, she tried to commit suicide. >> two girls, they are four girls and six girls calling me ugly and fat, following me to the bathroom, picking on what i wore. >> reporter: an anti-bullying zone.

. >>> george mccray is sitting in el cerrito on his deck and he said steve, it reminds me of the rascals here. it's a beautiful morning. well, it is for some, but not for others. there's a lot of fog. i will tell you where and how the temperatures will take shape today. at shell, we believe the world needs a broader mix of energies, which is why we are supplying natural gas, to generate cleaner electricity, that has around 50% fewer co2 emissions than coal. and why with our partner in brazil, we are producing a biofuel made from renewable sugarcane to fuel cars. let's broaden the world's energy mix, let's go. >>> coming up on 7:44. like gookle and yahoo it has a catchy name but alibaba is set to become the hottest stock on wall street. a lot of people have been waiting for this, pam. >> oh, yeah, the chinese e commerce site will launch what is expected to be the biggest ipo ever. it's described as ebay, amazon and google but it's so huge, it dwarfs amazon and ebay. alibaba filed the paperwork too go public in the u.s. the company hopes to raise $1 billion. but analysts say it could bring

as george mccray said, it looks like a big hand. it does.ou, george, right over extending to the sierra nevada. and some light rain off -- well, decent rain off crescent city. some of that is heading in our direction. mostly cloudy in the morning. sun, clouds, coolerrer. breezy to windy at times. possibility of showers, mendocino county, lake county. 67 for a high. a far cry from last week. mostly cloudy in the morning. once we get sunbreaks, you can see cloud cover and rain associated with the low that's beginning to develop off the north coast. most of that is towards the sierra nevada. 50s on the temperatures. they are definitely held down by the cloud cover. a decent breeze here. sfo, hayward, livermore. a lot of people don't like the wind. it will be with us until the low gets into oregon -- excuse me, nevada. a lot of cloud cover. mostly cloudy, partly sunny. cooler, breezy to windy. isolated shower on the north. i still think tonight is the best opportunity for a thunderstorm. 60s to low 70s. here's sal. >>> we're still looking at a t

. >> commissioner mccray nyes. >> walker. >> aye. >> the motion carries unanimously and is there any and any of the candidates here for the access appeals commission? you can come up.