i don't know maybe megumi and tend to have a similar situation or feeling about that but that's that's definitely how i. i think. well from a very well personal perspective. there are there are moments where where you love everything about being half japanese. i mean you get you get all the perks of being hot japanese you go to japan you get the taste of japanese food. you speak japanese or that's as my case i speak japanese i have relatives in japan i have friends in japan and i have a 2nd home in japan. but on the other hand there are plenty of times where i wish i were not mixed or just that i were just belgian or even just japanese so it really depends on as mrs said it depends on so many factors it depends on the political climate but it depends on the people you're with it depends on the mood you're in and your own age so where am i in in my life. i want to share one. will go right to you want to share comment that we had received on twitter about this issue from dr afa h.q. he says japan is a country of japanese people their traditions customs festivals worshipping methods birth