he called me mema and i called her mema. so whenever i text her, i said hey, mema. -- i was just thinking about the way that is so obvious that she just crept into everybody's heart. just thank you. and the way that she just was so -- such a beautiful human being. really, really carriaing, thoughtful human being. call you for no reason at all but to say hi, you know. and that's rare, i think, sometimes. so i feel like in so many ways, you know, she reached back to so many people. she reached back to me, she reached back to monica and brandy and jordin and all these beautiful young artists, you know, so many artists. and just, you know, made us feel like, like strong and capable and loved and just like, hey, mema. so i think she's an angel to us. she's been an angel to us, you know. and just been a beautiful human being, you know. so i think we've been sending angel for a long time. ♪ ♪ ♪ sometimes i feel like i don't belong anywhere ♪ ♪ and it's going to take so long for me to get somewhere ♪ ♪ sometimes i feel so heavy hearted ♪ ♪ and i can't explain because i'm so