messes merized by his quivering body i worried if i caused too much would i cause the child to stop breathing and die right before my eyes or was i not being aggressive enough or was i watching him develop more and more brain damage before me just before i was about to give the valium the seizures abruptly stopped. i waited to see if held breath if he would keep breathing. the child lay with his abdomen pumping up and down and i let out a deep sigh of relief. little doctor ia was unresponsible and i had amy and z your honor ri go over his file. he was given from everything they had. i wish we had oxygen i said aallowed to myself. i had taken the machines for granted in u.s. where we used them on so many patients. it doesn't even seem part of the therapy. i think we have one of those zuri said to me. i looked at him questioningly and then around the room. half broken screens dangled from the windows and tattered windows around me. i followed zuri in the storage room where he rummaged equipment in the box. the nurse revealed a portable oxygen concentrator. the same kind we used in the states ab