if it gets too long -- >> this is 49-year-old german born merriam. she first started growing hair on her face after giving birth to her child 28 years ago. just recently decided i am going to wear it, i am going to feel sexy, and i am going to be confident with my facial hair. >> i think i am more ready to have a relationship again. >> because you're more confident than you ever have been. like we said to begin with, you said having this beard makes you feel incredibly sexy. >> i feel more, yes, confident with myself, and i know myself better than when i was younger. >> despite the goatee merriam looks very manly. is there some sort of testosterone issue? >> she doesn't exactly know why she in particular started this hair. >> for a while she was waxing or shaving and it grew back too fast? >> exactly. she waernl used to tweeze it every single day since it started growing. she says she tried three different times and the hair would keep growing and she decide to give up, throw in the towel and own it. >> i guess i understand why she just said forget i