i was raised on the merrimack river in st louis that when there's not a healthier place in the world to be you know i was out in the country as healthy my husband you know he was and i i had no idea oh you know what caused it. but then i started to you know hear more about agent orange and i contacted the i think you know was probably five then and i contacted the disease control center in atlanta and i told them my story and they sent me a packet of research papers that they had that they. had been doing on laboratory animals and i remember one thing i haven't looked at those for years but there was one thing there were one of the animals had been born with that was exposed they exposed to dioxin with. with genital deformed deformities. i think the best time and you just life and i look back on her life i can scan through it and i can say ok was it from one to six now she had all those surgeries six to twelve now she's having all those problems in school no friends you know she played with her cousin and her cousin sometimes didn't want to play with her and then was so was it from y