and michael kohn he used to run the program kind of looked at me and smiled and said, did you have fun, jessica? >> i said, yes. and thank you very much. and then that's all they asked for. >> rose: and your thought at that moment was i am not going to make it. >> i thought oh that was way too bold, and but then i got called back and when i got called back that's when i started to think okay then when i went to the call back all they did is ask me questions, they didn't ask me to do any other monologues which i had been told from my friend who went to juilliard he had done eight monologues in order to get in, and once i went and they interviewed me that's when i thought, i have a good shot at this because they are not asking to see anything else. >> rose: and they gave you the robin williams scholarship. >> yes, which made it possible for me to go to school, robin williams is an alumni at juilliard, never met him and he very generously gave me a scholarship. >> rose: so you fraud in 2003, you headed to new york or what do you do? >> i stayed in new york, i got right before, two weeks b