i had to work. >> and michael roach? it up nightclubs in new york city, reportedly donning an armani suit while dancing to house music at cielo, one of the new york's hottest clubs. a "the new york post" article documented the night out, linking roach with two women. >> i mean, he was obviously upset. >> i'll show you going to a disco in new york. >> yes. >> what did you worry would happen? >> to my brother? >> yes or as a result of this love triangle or whatever it was? >> i don't think i let myself go there with my mind. when that guy doesn't get his way, it is not good for anyone. >> out in the desert, meanwhile, here at the base of geronimo's mountain, preparations were nearing completion for a second silent retreat. this time, three dozen devotees, both men and women, would take part. >> see you inside, bud. >> but geshe roach was not joining them.3 f1 instead, ian, the longtime faithful servant and acolite, prepared to spend a very long time isolated and in silence with a spouse he was taught to believe was his teac