michael sokolove: i did sense paranoia. know, for someone who saw himself as so physically accomplished, he was also afraid. robyn curnow: this is not the person that he wanted to share with the world. he hid that vulnerability. but in the end, that is who he was. hmm. i'd probably go for the rugged guy. i don't like a man who takes longer than me in the bathroom to get ready. no. [gentle music] they phoned me at 6:00 am, and they said, do you have a daughter reeva? said, she's passed away. it was the worst day of my life. i was hysterical. i just wanted to die myself, honestly. i-- i didn't want to live without her. everybody i spoke to about reeva loved her, across the board. i'm at the lady gaga concert. i wasn't going to come, and then i got roped in two days ago. so i had to kind of, like, throw something together. june steenkamp: she was such a blessing, a gift from god. very clever and always laughing, always laughing. randi kaye: she came from a really close-knit family. her father was a horse trainer. her mother ra