a "new york times" contributor michael zuk love has spent a lot of time with the blade runner. interviewed oscar myself. it was interesting to e read because my impression of him was a charming, unassuming, softly spoken, polite young man, at the top of his game. seemingly with no dark side to him. clearly, there are flashes that you picked up on of a different kind of oscar pistorius. we saw a bit of it in the olympics. do you think the the public image of oscar pistorius is misleading? is is he more volatile than we may imagine? >> i don't think the public image is misleading. i found him like you did. very engaging, very magnetic and respectful of everyone around him. but he's a young guy and he's an athlete and he's very intense. so certainly i saw that side of him that's tightly coiled and the side of him that a lot of athletes have. but i didn't see anger though. i think anyone who says now anyone could have seen this coming, i don't believe that. i didn't see it coming. i spent a lot of time around him. i don't think anyone else did either. even some of the things coming