number one, you were routinely beaten by your team colleague mick schumacher, and he was driving thes you. and you also — you know, you span off the track. you had this nickname of being "mazespin". your results were bad from beginning to end. and it looked as though your own team lost faith in you. i feel that that perhaps was the picture in the early days. you know, going into formula i, with one—and—a—half days of testing in the pre—season days, is never easy, and especially when the car is not like a mercedes ora top team. you know, the car was difficult to drive and i was making a lot of mistakes. and it genuinely was very difficult for me. but i have had a very long—term vision in my career, same vision that i was discussing with the team. and, you know, me and my team—mate, we both had difficult days. i have been beaten by him, but not all the time. i have had a weakness of qualifyings, but in the races, i think that was my rather strong point. and i've came up through formula 3 and formula 2 and, you know, i've won races there. so, you know, i don't doubt myself, but you just