younger sister terry, even though she had suspected mike for years -- >> do you still think of mike lubahn of your family? >> yes. >> but most anguished of all, mike and carol's son, mike junior. >> is there anything about the way you remember your mom that would make you think or made you feel that she would leave you and never come back and never say good-bye? >> no. >> he loved his dad. but also secretly doubted him. something he'd never revealed n until now. >> i was sweating so profusely during that whole trial. he never knew i had these feelings so on the stand publicly, i had to basically say, yeah, i am thinking maybe there's some weird things about your story and it was the first time that my father really would have known i felt that way. so i was really, really stressed out about that. >> how hard is it for you to be here today? >> very. >> do you want to believe that your dad is responsible for your mother's disappearance? >> do i want to believe it? >> yes. >> no. >> let's assume that your dad, in fact, did kill your mom. would you want to see him punished for it? >> no, not p