mike pilkey killed in so the day before he was supposed to start working. this is the immense use it correctly it was a baby when i went to a came back and everything was terrible. it is that he went he came back and things build and build until finally there was a break. >> when you get to that part of the book, as heartbreaking as the narrative until that point was, that was among the most devastating things in the boat. this guy mark oleta and was so confident about, felt so good about in the proximity of this undiagnosed, unseen ravaging internal trauma hits and again. it is just devastating in the book. a luster to that so many things that are hard to see and even when you are intentionally trying to see you can always be found in its incredibly poignant. >> hello. dave mattingly. going back to bite your saying about general case and i think the point you made in the book was that when soldiers supported to iraq and afghanistan and sometimes they were looked at as he is going to be sitting on an fob. in reality, going back and intercede buddies coming