. >> do you have anything else to add, lieutenant milburn? to ahead and submit the evidence. i have one photograph of a young man that was taken from this man's segregation cell. >> i would like to point out that -- i'm sorry. >> please, be quiet for just a moment. >> okay, sir. >> and numerous other pictures that this man did possess of young men, children, and the department is requesting the maximum sanctions available be imposed. i have nothing further. >> okay. >> all i'm asking you, ma'am, is to help me pick up and move forward. i'm really trying to do some good things. i've cleaned myself up. i really, really -- i've started this new job, ma'am. please don't set me back. it's like -- a fresh start is what i'm trying to do here. >> where? you know why i'm so skeptical. you've been telling me the same thing every time you come to see me. >> i understand, i understand. >> you tell me the same thing. so how am i supposed to believe you this time? >> have somebody come search. i don't know what to tell you except this is -- >> i believed yo