>> guest: well, just before christmas of 1957 we were in the cafeteria, and my colleague minnijean brown loves chili. and she had been knocked around terrifically. little by little, her hope had been depleted. she had such hope that she could sing on stage. we all had this hope. you know, i wear the right dresses, i comb my hair, i read, i'm cute, i sing, they'll like me soon. and we all had this hope. and if you didn't translate that into the action of a warrior, if you didn't translate that into i'm going to protect myself, you'd die there. and minnijean seemed not to make the translation. she seemed to keep having the hope, and so she was battered a lot more. and in early december just before we were to leave to go home for christmas vacation, she was in line getting her chili. we were trying to pretend it was normal, it's okay. we're in this cafeteria, and there's hundreds of white students in there, and we've got our little place in the back of the room, and there are adults outside, a few guards guarding us still. but she comes down this line, she's got her soup on the tray, and sh