why is missy elliott in there with oprah and i'm like, girl you must not know either of them. or why are trans women included, people who are refusing to acknowledge that we have -- if we're having a discussion about race, we have to have a discussion but gender because black million women have been denied the marker of womanhood historyie, the con set of ain't i a woman that gets to that core. so it was a push, a lot of pushback, it's to black, too gay, it's too inclusive, which i always makes me laugh because it is the same publishers who are trying to make coin off of the idea of inclusion. but when its came down to the conversation with my now editor, katelyn, she was asking me, what makes it distinctive and i told her, ten speed press has produced at love books claiming to bell diverse and i totally thought i was throwing the interview away but i said none of them are by people of color or black women and i was 100%. blair, you just fumbled the bag shut she came back to he me in a week and was like making an offer because you're right. definitely a difficult process to ge