joining me now, missy ryan, thank you for joining me, missy, missy, at what point did you realize you were being held captive? >> well, thank you for having me. it was sort of an odd situation, because to begin with as a reporter in gadhafi's tripoli, we didn't have very much freedom even before the sort of climax of the military campaign over the past few days. we were generally kept from reporting freely, we were only allowed out on sort of government-organized trips, but things really did take a turn for the worst around august 13, when the coastal highway towards tunisia, the only way in and out of tripoli was cut off, meaning journalists who were there couldn't leave, but it didn't seem like a crisis situation until last saturday when rebels entered tripoli and the heavy fighting began, and at that point, the government officials who had been sort of watching over us melted away. the hotel staff disappeared, and suddenly we were in a big empty hotel in a government-controlled area with only a number of armed gadhafi volunteers who were prohibiting us from leaving. >> when you say