he denied training, and yet i have found evidence that he really did have a bar mitts fa. why did that happen? well, you'll have to read the book. [laughter] you know, we'll get into it. i do get into it, and i offer speculation. you never know what's in someone's heart. you know, when you write a biography, how can you take a life and cram it inside the pages of a book? it's too difficult to do, but in any event, it's there, and i discuss it. it was rough, and he became anti-american, and i became ballistic, and i didn't want anything to do with him over all of this, and then i started to think, well, maybe if you're jewish, you say, i'm not listening. it's possible that, you know, that's your point of view, and i start thinking of others, frank sinatra. listen to that music. he was rotten, so -- [laughter] so can we indeed accept the art and divorce the man? can we honor the art and what he accomplished, and divorce the man? if we can do that, then, indeed, i started to think in a philosophical confrontation with myself, should i write this book? i had gotten many offers