might periphery mof sides, i have —— i have lost central vision in my left eye, so i have a big greybeen a journey. i had amazing surgery, becoming from here to year and they put four plates and 31 screws inside my face. i think we did an incredible job and i had been recovering since then. what have you been struggling with? pretty much with the hockey ball. the noise of it was around this, i can still see the ball hitting me. i have a lot of night terrors. things tend to be in relation to people trying to attack my good i know, because that is the protective thing. —— the good eyes. time has been a healer and it is getting better and better and i am back on the pitch, which makes me think i am back on the pitch, which makes me think i'm getting through it. what were the pre—game nerves? i have never been so nervous for a game of hockey ever. it was worse than my db. it was one of the best moments, though. given where you have been, what would it mean to you to reach tokyo? now i have reflected on what happened, i think it would be an incredible achievement. i do not think there is