we can talk now to monica murphy, who lost her husband, michael in the south tower and had the 911 relatives organisation september's mission. monica, welcome to r t. i know it's extremely emotional weekend for you, but of course it's also an anniversary in which you've got the eyes and ears of the big decision makers. now that this reports come out, was there anything in it that's surprise you that you didn't know before? are you satisfied with what you've seen? well, i actually, you know, for me, i don't really look at those things that i heard, you know, i kind of knew that we were probably somewhat responsible. so i wasn't shocked by that. but i feel like, you know, we need to, it's good that he put the report out because i know family members really want to know the information. it doesn't help me at all because i can't bring my michael home. so it's not going to, i just want to say that the future generation that will help them and making sure that this never happens again on american soil. and i have 2 girls who are 1315 and i don't want to be worrying about them growing up in this wo

and that of course is daryl to my go monica, i can murphy who lost her husband in the world. trade center attack says that the focus should be on preventing similar tragedies in the future. it's time and i'm glad it's out now and i was going to be a lot more things coming out. i'm sure we'll find out a lot of things that we didn't know before the end of the day. it's my frame i michael home. it's not bring any of them home. and a lot of the children are turning that have weren't here turning 20 who lost parents and loved ones. so it's important that we make sure that they're safe and that is really our job. so that's pretty much why you know, feel, it's important that we have that information so that we know what to do next. in case this ever happens again, that we are prepared and we can make sure that this doesn't happen so that we have the steps and the tools and the information. meanwhile, the u. n. face for the future, west africa saw how region is comparisons are made between petrol or french soldiers from the region on the removal of american troops from afghanistan, we'll have a c

we spoke with monica, i can murphy widow who lost her husband in the 911 attacks as well as gabriel martinez, a veteran of the war and afghan. stan, they said their lives have been forever divided into what had come before and what followed these harwick events. the people, the me i was happily married. i was looking forward to be a mom because i don't happen to know you're always thinking pulled. my life has been like, you know, people think i do move on. you don't move on. you move into the new life you're given because that was chosen for me. i didn't choose add life. that wasn't my plan . even people chose that plan for me. i. i think about michael, i mean there's not a moment or a time. i mean, everything i do is for him, my preschools name, i can find academy. his name was, and i keep my, i can name, hyphenate murphy, i made a promise that i would honor him to the day i die. and that's exactly what when you start thinking 20 years is a long time to still be in it. ah, the day that i lost him, i can bring him home myself. no more remains of him, which is why i was so involved in fightin

murphy. and i was like -- my butt fell off, okay? [ laughter ] and he was like, "do you want to play monica lewinsky in the third installment of "americanimmunity deal she was not permitted to speak for herself, and she was literally silenced so people think they understand her story, and the stories of paula jones and linda tripp, but they don't and we're hoping to really peel back the curtain and show you what was really happening at that time. >> jimmy: well, you knocked it out of the park. i want to show everyone a clip here's beanie feldstein as monica lewinsky, in "impeachment: american crime story. take a look at this. >> i have to say, such a a knockout i just assumed he'd be dating some big d.c. player [ sigh ] >> what? >> i'm not dating. >> why not >> i'm kind of in something. >> and yet you feel lonely >> yes, affirmative. >> well, that's no good. tell me about him. >> it's -- it's just -- he's unavailable. >> someone long distance someone from work? someone important? [ cheers and applause >> jimmy: beanie feldstein, "impeachment: american crime story" airs tuesdays at 10:00 p.m. on fx we'll be right back with a a performanc