motherwell thistle wear armbands for paul gerard aiton, or pg, their former goalkeeper.his mother catherine. pg was very much a bubbly chap. maybe a touch spoiled. i don't know. very, very sporty. but above all, i think his first love was dean martin. she laughs so, he was quite a smooth kind of character, was he? yeah, mm—hm. absolutely. but a quiet lad at the same time. he would never get into any trouble or anything like that. so, this came totally out of the blue. nothing. no warning signs. absolutely nothing at all. i don't know where it came from. pg was 23 at the time of his suicide. in the months before, his life had been at a turning point. he was moving into a flat. he was going to be a daddy. there was a lot of changes for pg going on at that time. maybe he was a bit scared about the future. i don't know. boop! i never moved into the house that we were going to move into. when the baby came, it was brilliant, but at the same time, even still when i was in the hospital, i was thinking, "where is he?" like, "you should be here for this." and then i think... obvi