a man by the name of mr gary myers. and. mr mars was represented during the may lie trials. and. mr myers and the marine corps came to a. very discreet mutual understanding i was on or billy discharged december thirty first two thousand and three and here i am i. came back i think that that sense of a long term planning was gone. i went through a divorce some things i did recklessly probably in the back of my mind i would not have minded dying. but. i went through a period when. t.c.p. carrying on a. and about it and that inane. long period of severe drug abuse. i finally got to the point where i had no more money. i had no car. i had long since moved out of my house and could not go back home exactly where to go here. and it was when the national guard needed someone in my. experience and teaching people how to fly the armed helicopters the cobras and i was asked to come in and help train some of those folks and the money was. you know fifteen twenty thousand dollars a year for part time work and it carried a retirement with even though i had and a change of heart about wars i n