mr. bergman here. could you tell us about when you decided to engage in counsel and how that has help you to get to where we are today in this process? because like you just alluded to, there's many other people in the same situation. >> that's just it. after his death, that was forever in front of my mind, so i per -- proceeded without any help, without any direction. i started researching the chemicals in vietnam. i read an article in a newspaper. it was talking about agent orange, and i filed a claim in 1990. most of these were just, as i said, stumbling in the dark, grasping, but as i went along, the more i learned, and the more i felt it was something that i had to do because my husband told me about this on his death bed for a reason, which at the time i did not understand. >> can you give a little insight, though, on how counsel -- >> after 20 years groping in the darkness and dealing with the va and all their errors, i prayed. i asked for help, and one day, i received a call from the vietnam ve