mr. blackshaw, i'm sure that you are a valued government employee. i've never seen my role -- so many qualifiers about what you can and cannot talk about. i realize that senior officials that can talk about it, having worked the government side all my life and participated in testimony for a couple of decades, that each word is crafted to be consistent with the agency's intent. but when you say your testimony clarifies middle management roles and answers questions and a limited role and things like that, i realize that when we coordinated with usaid, we said we wanted mrs. lamb's counterpart. she is a senior policy official that can speak for the state department. we didn't get that with usaid. is going to impact the kind of questions we will as, because ultimately, you will take back -- very early on in my career, i went to a couple of hearings and to say just like it was, they said, do not mess up, and i was at all levels. i am not looking for comment. what i am looking for is for you to take back our disappointment that state department put you in