vance sits in the position of judge. >> how do you plead to the charge? guilty or not guilty? >> mr. guilty. >> any questions? >> yeah, richie, how many times have you been up for parole in the last 18 years? >> twice. >> what's happened each of those times? >> they continued me because of something i've done. >> why would you purposely try to ditch your parole? >> because i'm scared of getting out. >> you went before parole board before? >> yes. i've been locked up for so long that i'm conditioned to this environment. >> if you didn't want to make parole, can you say i don't want to go? >> i feel like i would be ostracized. other convicts are hoping for any kind of release. it's normal. >> is that it? >> yes, sir. >> guilty of the charge. of refusal, attempt to alter a drug screen. recommend five days. assess a fee of $25. court order fine. recommend a job drop. do you want to appeal this? >> yes, sir. >> i don't think the $25 is appropriate. >> i can suspend that. i will suspend the $25. >> and ritchie would like a little time to get his affairs in order before he has to go away fo