mrs. desmond has been waiting for this day and u.s. in that the -- news that the man >> i don't even -- i'm just sad that, you know, i don't feel anger. i don't know what anger is. i never was angry in my life. >> what mrs. desmond does feel is a terrible sense of loss. she and her daughter spoke several times today. she tells me she misses eleanor terribly. >> live in newton. wcvb, newscenter 5. >> also breaking at 6:00 tonight, this surveillance video just released. lowell. if you take another look, camera capturing the moment when the 19-year-old is struck at the intersection near the hawk's cafe. a friend says she was not in the crosswalk when capturing the moment when the . a gray or silver colored sudan. the woman went to the hospital but has since been released. >> also breaking, three firefighters taken to the hospital after this raging house fire. newscenter 5's david live at the scene for us. david what can you tell us? you might be surprised to see from the outside at least the damage her at this house doesn't look to be too