i feel the hook, ms. carol. [laughter] anyway, i just want to thank you so much. by the way, i wrote 90,000 words, just so you get an idea. i decided i wanted to write this book was painful. it really was. i found a book about writing called first he fixed the refrigerator. [laughter] you will do anything rather than sit down. i'll fix the refrigerator. but anyway, i wrote 90,000 words. some of my friends say he wrote a book lights come on, give me a break. so i want to be honest, i did have somehow. i handed in my manuscript. i was so proud. it was an amazing feeling to push the send button. in a high started doing it? i was getting so distracted i would go to sleep at 7:00 and wake up at two in the morning and read until 6:00 and then go to the gym, work out a mac can go my god, what is that? but i wrote 90,000 words, handed in my manuscript and they said was that to get you an editor. and it got me this wonderful woman who really helped me and somehow she found 75,000 predicted words do matter and that's how i got the book. anyway, i know we're going to spend s