ms. december and is featured in per ellie's. i love this, because, you know, being embarrassed and nervous sitting in that way and trying to suck it in and move around and whatever. and i just love it, because it reminds me of every woman. she has a great tweet. beautiful, gross, strong, thin, fat, ugly, disgusting, flawless woman. i loved it because if you've ever, you look at the gym and you go oh, my god, you can't believe everything's oozing, and you're embarrassed. and all of a sudden, there she is. she's got it all out. >> she's just fearless anyway. so it's not a big deal for her to let it all out literally. or she wouldn't have done it. >> you're right. and later she said i felt i looked more beautiful than i've ever felt in my life. and that's a big thing, because, you know, i mean, i was today in mirror, and you go, i am so gross. >> you do? >> just that feeling when you feel yucky. >> what did you do about it. >> nothing, i kept running. >> no, you did something else. >> i started to give up sweets. >> i wonder if par