the chair recognizes the gentle lady from virginia, ms. luria. >> thank you, mr. chair. i want to say to the four officers that i am grateful for your service, for you sharing your stories and your willingness to speak to the members of this committee and to the american people about the horrific things that you experienced on january 6th, truly experienced in defense of our democracy. sergeant gonell, and you mentioned many times that you took the oath to become a naturalized citizen, to join the army, to serve as an officer of the capitol police force, and officer hodges, you mentioned as well as a national guardsman, and as a police officer and myself, something i can't share with you the horrific experiences that you had that day, but all of us having taken that oath and i took it when i was 17 and joined the navy and over two decades, sergeant gonell, when you mentioned and compared this earlier to the experiences that you had in iraq that in a war zone you didn't feel like you felt that day, can you share with us in dedale what was going through your head, your tho