said most is still with us though from the british capital and mstrabas. what is your reaction when you see these horrowing images from gaza? well you can see from your reported's face just from the the what he's seen because the indication of the horror comes from. from the trauma that you can literally see etched a person's face, and when i look at your reporter there every time, that the level of stress, the level of emotional damage, the trauma, it's it probably is completely as he said, it's absolutely impossible for us to actually totally understand that, it's like living through the death of a really close one, but doing it over and over again, just imagine your own nearest and dearest dying, and here you've got... people who are dying over and over again and time and time again and that trauma just continually continu continuly going on so the psychological damage that is going on is often not talked about and the level of um you know desensitization to to the violence and to the horror is also absolutely it's absolutely unbelievable can you imagin