we went down to muscle shoals, which is why the album's called the scene of the crime. and atlantic was really behind it. and it didn't come out. we... it was... i just thought it was really a very good album. and they just called one day and said, "we've decided not to go forward with the project." and they had already sent me the plane tickets to go on the promotion tour. they said, "send the tickets back. we've decided not to go forward." of course, i've let everyone i know in show business listen to this, and i've got the plane tickets, so i know it's coming up. now i don't believe anything unless i'm actually standing there. >> hinojosa: so it was an incredible life lesson. >> oh, it was like somebody had come and kicked me in my stomach. it was just... >> hinojosa: devastating. i mean, basically they were saying to you, "we don't think you're good enough," right? >> well, they had... atlantic... and we've just found out... the new yorker just did a piece on me, and we just found out in doing those interviews why it didn't come out, and who caused it not to come ou