myrna was back in the states and i said i could fly another 100 missions and she said you have to do that. this goes back to my young men are so untrustworthy with the prosecution of conflict. you need no longer lens but you do trust your men and women and they go there. of was a first lieutenant to upgrade and i was very proud of that. and then i had the prospect of more to come. then in december 65 i had of three month old baby and they went to the south side of chicago and she would be seven and a half when i walked back in the door. the daughter after the war is more like her mother. that is the genes. north of hanoi no rescue possible if you went down and we were hit by ground fire and got out going through 1,000 feet which means you are dead in the cockpit. if we had gotten a swing i think we would have been dead that we rolled down along steep hill to the bottom with a broken back and ribs and sprains rolling down the hill at a couple hundred miles per hour is like a mexican jumping bean. it is surprising and was not injured workers. with the metric of the room with the jungle