because it is very funny n.w >> the funny thing is a comedy is usually from a sad story that u just decide to tell a different way. i spent about a year on it as a sort of poignant novel. >> brown: a poison nent novel of aging, of -- >> not about travel, at just felt like another middlaged guy novel and i just thought it was absurd and i realized it wa absurd could write about it that way and while swimming i decided to change it and from there it happened very fast because that was the way into the book. >> really? once you knew that it was a sort of a funhany -- >>it was a funny novel about someone in pain. >> yeah. okay, let's go to our next question. >> my name is david kessler om oakland, california. since you published you fir book some 20 years ago, society has seen a change in its attitude between homosexuality and gay marriage. less is written with grace, ease an openness. do you think it would he be impossible for you to write a book with those characteristics 20 years agohen you first started writing? >> brown: we didn't say but he's a gay character. >> he is aay character. >> b