workers and so secret it was left off maps activist nadezhda his father and grandmother died of cancer as did many others she campaigned for the truth about the contamination and compensation for residents but fled to paris after she was accused of being a traitor so what's life like in a so called closed city why do people still live in a circus and what dangers remain we find out as in the days that could tip over talks to al-jazeera. nadezhda could be part of the thanks so much for talking to al-jazeera growing up when did you realize that you were living in a special place a so-called secret city. and maybe i understood it when i was. school go on the river travelling visit a group of schoolchildren in the prime there came in the south and we were prevented by the leader of our group that if somebody arrived and asked us where you from we should tell it to be a from chalabi and then the there was one situation in airport one woman came and she asked me all kids where you go in your travel and we say yes and she asked us where you're from and they say we are from chile obviously we'

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nadezhda stars ever doesn't have an easy her husband recently committed suicide alcohol was involved and jealousy she has additional problems going to his opinion you know i'm scared about what the doctors say about some dark spots on my lung and city and i want to know how my children are doing i have a lot of children i worry about them of. thousands of people have sought help from vadim petrovich over the years he tells the dead that the crosses formed by the matches floating in the water symbolize the burden of life. he prophesies as an illness and her daughter and says he sees the shadows in the dead as logs. petrovich predicts a new man will soon enter her life then he tells her to drink the water that he's blessed payment is optional people give what they can but. i do my best to cleanse away all the negative energy. i was hoping fewer people would make their way here actually more and more coming. in the former soviet union belief in the supernatural was an open secret the psychokinetic experiments involving gina who claimed to have psychic powers or watched by the government