nadezhda filippova hello nadezhda. good afternoon.with addicted people. sometimes i can be and always get involved in this game called al. of course, you see, in general, helping professions, well, they provide for some involvement and, uh, i even do it willingly sometimes, but it’s just good when it happens consciously and at the level of some kind of empathy of interaction. sympathy at times it really happens, like salvation, and at times it is some kind of merging. i remember well that at the beginning of my journey. and i had strong kinks, because hmm well, again, i myself convalescent and it seemed to me that i could get, and approval love and relationships are some kind of interaction. only if i 'm good, that's, if i help save, in addition, there was some kind of element, you know, mm, some kind of omnipotence. it turned out that i urgently need to give back what i have acquired, that i can somehow directly force a person to do it. cause him welcome that's but really. summer is not like that. well, of course, you know, but hmm,