and natalie diaz and my brother was an aztec. i could go on forever but i won't . and you had another question? did you or did someone else have a question ? >> i have to call you out, i'm a resident of northern wisconsin , lifelong resident . it's not cold in madison. >> it was cold for me. >> just kidding. tell me about dance, the dances you and yourgirls did , was it catharsis, was it anger, tell us about that . >> so dancing and music in a lot of ways for me, i studied music when i was a kid but dancing i think was more about performance and performing for me specifically, performing a kind of strength. it was very often, very often in miami when i started going through puberty i felt the unwanted attention from men and i developed very early and i felt like i was getting all this attention that i gwasn't interested in so i started dressing and was close. i wore baggy jeans and polo shirts and basketball jerseys and i trust head to toe like a boy and i didn't want to be looked at and i think dancing was very much like that. pretending to be someone else, tendin