and natalie diaz's my brother was an aztec. i could go on forever but i won't. you had another question? did you? did someone else question? >> i have to call you up. i'm a resident of northern wisconsin, lifelong resident of northern wisconsin. it is not that cold in madison. >> it was cold for me. >> tell me about dance, the dances you did? was a catharsis? anger? tell us about that. >> i studied music when i was a kid but it was more about performance, and performing for me specifically, performing a kind of strength, it was very often in miami when i started going through puberty, i felt the unwanted attention from men and i developed very early, felt like i was getting all this attention that i wasn't interested in so i wore very baggy jeans and basketball jerseys and tourist head to toe like a boy and didn't want to be looked at. dancing was like that, pretending to be someone else, pretending to be stronger, pretending to be happy but it was also for me and my girls dancing is like what we did just because we needed something to do. we went to bayside mar