. >> it was like the sinatra, only the lonely nelson riddle album.fing and all of the excube rance of that but there was also a darkness too, was there not? there was a sense of probing, melancholee. >> melancholee, yeah you know, the-- says seisest instration-- inspiration, gemini which is brian writes through to the desperation but like sadness. and he-- brian can, i mean like on the warmth of the sun that song in '63, that, the sound, the chords, the melody was so melancholly. and the only thing i can come up with letterically is losing someone, losing the love that you once had with someone. so that's the perspective of writing there. so in my room has that sadness in it so you have the exuberance of the sur of usa where fun, fun, fun or i get around but you also had the sadness of an in my room and warmth of the sun and -- >> which were closest to you, the exuberance or the melancholly? >> both. >> yeah. >> gemini. >> we're talking about that yesterday. >> you i can't tell the difference, truly can to the tell the difference. >> what do you do w