>> my name is nesreen irsan >> what? an edward, this is incentive -- >> nesreen, coty beavers's wife >> i love him please. >> lay him flat on his back. >> i can't, he's stiff. >> he's stiff? >> he stiff. i hate my life. >> there was no point to cpr. >> coty was dead. >> why god why did god do this to me? >> god wasn't the one to do this. >> coty beavers had been shot to death in his own apartment. >> -- was among the first on the scene to cody's murder. >> can you tell what kind of weapon killed coty? >> i cannot. i cannot tell you what kind of weapon that was. it was later determined to be a small caliber. >> creatures where the? saying >> it was not. >> one thing was clear, coty beavers never had a chance. >> somebody put seven bullet holes in him before he could rub the assault rifle leaning against the wall. >> you know, he died with his hand very close to that weapon. >> and it seemed the killer, or killers of coty beavers wanted his death to deliver a message. >> his wedding ring was actually found on his middle fi