so when they found the one at the new york historical society, and that was days and days of just going through these written records, and i was like, why am i doing this? and the young man there, his name was fernando, and i went and told him and he said to me, he got really excited. this was his one excitement. he said i could give you this book. you know i can't. and your third question was about when i -- [inaudible] >> yes, ok. so at the schaumburg, the woman had written a book called the free negro in antebellum new york. it was a columbia dissertation from the 1970s, and she died before publishing it. her husband had gotten it published as a book, and then gave the manuscript collection to the schaumburg. -- the book is all and everybody says, go to the recent scholarship. she had really, really done her homework. i mean, she did everything. and i ended up just repeating what she did, just for verifying that everything she had panned out. so she had given it to the schaumburg, so the material i saw in her book, i kind of expected to find there. you know, as a primary source , not