now back to "lockup." >>> like many of the 2400 inmates in boston's suffolk county jail, nick bubanasits his life hasn't been as successful as he once hoped for but he thinks he may have discovered one of life's secrets. >> for girls you go to the left, guys -- if you want a boy you go to the right. that's how you make babies. left girls, right, boys. >> bubanas' 4-month-old daughter was born just before he came to jail. >> i was in the room. the most beautiful disgusting thing i've ever seen in my life, i think. when she came out, i cut the cord. my kid's mother held her first. and they passed her to me and it's weird how something -- how you can just meet somebody and already instantly have love for them. a love that you can't describe. would you do anything for them. and that's my motivation right now to get out and try to do the right thing for her. hopefully it works this time. hopefully do i something different. she deserves it. she needs her parents in her life, you know? >> today, bubanas is on his way to court where he hopes charges of assault and battery will be dropped beca

bubanas' older brother ryan mcnee has mixed feelings about the day. >> nick gets out today sad to see go but i want to see him on the street than here. don't like to see the kid in jail. >> try to call you tonight, all right? >> good luck. >> you good? >> right. >> stay safe. >> i'm worried about him because he's living the same kind of lifestyle i live now. he runs around the same way i do. and i don't know what his situation's going to be when leaves, i don't know if he's got a place to go. if he don't have a place go he's going to do what he knows how to do and will end up using and going to end up -- probably end up back here before i leave. you never know what you're going towards. i'm going out there to relapse in a few days and be back here within a few months. it's the unknown, you know what i mean? the probability of me going and returning to society doing the same thing i've always done is high, you know what i mean? the chips are definitely stacked against me. i want to change. i want to do something different. sometimes it's just tough. you know? >> a few hours later buban