nicola benyahia, welcome to hardtalk.onder what kind of impact the news of the last few weeks has upon you? we've seen this spate of horrifying terrorist attacks in the united kingdom. the focus has been onjihadists inside the uk. this is very personal for you. i wonder what the impact is? it's been very difficult, especially because you have manchester and then recently london in close proximity. it really brings it home, how much of a problem there is and there are days when i think, why am i doing this? is anybody listening? but lately it kind of really brings it home that we need to carry on, there is a huge problem that we really need to tackle. do you feel the resonance, the direct connection, through your own experience and what you lived through with your son? because there is this phrase that was used in a tv documentary which happened to feature one of the attackers in the most recent london attack and the film which was made, which included him, was called the jihadi next door, which in a sense your son was. ye