i'm nigel owens. iam i'm nigel owens. i am an international rugby referee. you may know me for my no—nonsense approach on the pitch. i don't know if we've met before, but i am the referee on this field, not you. but you might not know that i have had the eating disorder pulling you for more than 20 years. to on panorama, we reveal the growing number of men and boys battling eating disorders. the growing number of men and boys battling eating disordersm the growing number of men and boys battling eating disorders. is skin goes over the top of my trousers, that's bad. i feel like goes over the top of my trousers, that's bad. ifeel like that goes over the top of my trousers, that's bad. i feel like that should not be there. it's notjust girls who suffer from bad not be there. it's notjust girls who sufferfrom bad body image. not be there. it's notjust girls who suffer from bad body imagem the media, that is what drove me to it. and it claims lives. this 20—year—old died after battling eating disorders for most of his teenage years. i think, with adequate care,