nigella lawson's early career was as a journalist critiquing books and food.lty pleasure. and i always say, look the one thing you should never feel guilty about is pleasure. you should feel guilty if you fail to take pleasure. this is a risotto. i do it with squash. this is just going to be roasted. onions. barley. some white wine, sherry, anything. some vegetable brooth. this cooks and it needs about 30 minutes. when i was a child, we didn't have huge presents that people get now. we would get -- we would get a christmas stocking and it would be mostly filled with a few paper dolls that you dressed by putting little tags on and foil-covered chocolate coins. but we used to get a pomegranet. we would be getting out the seeds with a hair grip and eating it all morning. the barley is done. so, this is half the squash. and it's been whizzed up in a blender with half the marscapone. and the cooked cubes of unpeeled squash. it's a beautiful color. and that just feeds everyone. it's just so cozy and welcoming. i think so many women deny themselves pleasure in food w