room, regardless of the number of its members, oops, she writes, the situation in arzhi’s apartment nikiki’sent from ours, the same shelves with books, standard chairs, no frills. like other members of the politburo, my father was very unpretentious in his clothes, civilian suits were worn very rarely, mainly at a reception where there were foreigners, i remember how i told my mother to sew myself a decent suit, the answer was i don’t need anything, i have everything, when i finally sewed it for him, she said: you are becoming bourgeois, yes, you are becoming bourgeois, his nacharsky for his fund i set up a fund for all my fees, from plays, from everything, anything, when the money was used to study, shostakovich, ostrakh, oborin, dulovo, the descendants of pushkin, dostoevsky, gogol received help. how they gave these stalinist scholarships to these young beggars students, like shifarevich received this stalinist scholarship, everyone else, yes, that is, a gigantic desire not only to live better, but also to go up, up, up, now only down, only down, only in the opposite direction, and what do