nikko it was. a little sad but you know sad and tends to be how he was then great he thought draws you to john is more understanding of what he listens to what we say when you talk to him a bit he listens. yeah i have what they have to learn how to get by and i know. so that later on they will be able to take care of their own children and show them the right path as they were a little bit that on budget. plans are difficult times for us. we will manage. what's on your mind you have to play one thing we like to go to the sea. we've never seen the beach or the sea or the animals and i see that we'd like to go there lima so big. is there another reason why you want to travel. on we want to make new friends. that's our big dream and. they're travelling costs a lot of money. ok a lot can happen. then things used to be better. today if you don't have work you go hungry you know madame what mother. we sometimes don't have anything to eat either yeah my kids we don't have enough money . you know that was.