on january 6, 1943 , on the eve of christmas, nikolai ilyin was accepted into the partisan detachmentf the kosovo, ruzhany and berezovsky districts, he was a miner and learned the basics of the rail war, and already in august he became the commander of a subversive group. we ask, how do you feel? that he felt, he felt fear, he felt fear every second when you plant a mine under these flights, he even said himself that he once decided at the last second to check the fuse so that it would stand up in his hands, it would explode, he would die, but at the last minute he checked , it’s defective, there was a case when the group went on reconnaissance, the commander was called to headquarters, the task no one returned, more than once nikolai ilyin was on the verge of death, but he did not like to remember it. after the war, nikolai ilyin returned to his parents in serpukhov, in 1948 he again went to belarus and got a job on the railway. a few months later he became the chief engineer of the track and road workshops in pinsk. then he works as an economist in the statistical department of the