that my husband would leave me, although this was not so, i was married to my first husband, nikolai tagaryn. at the dacha , some young man came to my friend's house and he decided to court me and a friend says: are you crazy, that she is married, that is, it seemed to him so much that i was crying, that it really was so, but... it's like the same as an actor, when he plays the role of a murderer, everyone thinks that he is a murderer, there when he plays, he thought that he had a single mother, to help in the court, so it is not just a song, a played image, and for a long time, forever, it is not played, it is i just i sing, i i don't even understand, in fact, when i perform, i'll tell you honestly, when i am there in the studio i sing, one take, two, three, four, it seems to me, they are the same and there on the fifth one he says that it is necessary, it seems to me that they are absolutely the same, as before, as after, i don’t even feel it, that is, this is purely external somehow... he connects, such a title of the main mourner of russia, i never wanted to change, the most tearful folk