but a series of injuries and nile wilson was feeling lost. nile wilson was feeling lost. there wasjust a build-up of things happening my life, coupled with the growth, the enormity of the attention, the eyeballs on me and then the neck was... that was me falling off the cliff, the tipping point. before i knew it i found myself in a place where i had chronic anxiety, real low mood without being able to explain why. he got within days of competing and then his shoulder went. you can see my right shoulder, it's called winging. he's working hard on rehab and with psychologists but it's all still very raw. to me it's all about the process and who i am and being a nice person and working hard and doing what i love. i assume you weren't being. yeah. when you feel those feelings and you don't know how to cope, the easiest thing to do in that moment is to turn to... we all know the substances, alcohol is all know the substances, alcohol is a brilliant example. a few drinks, the anxiety is gone. so, to manage things like depression and deep anxiety, un