and...of course, when you're a child, nobodyistens. i agree withorey. it's hard to deal with, especially when you try to tell people and nobody believes you. that just makes you wonder if it's not you, you know, if it's not your fault. or you'd de-- the same thing-- you'd done something to bring it on. um... and then you wonder-- like, i have two sisters, and you wonder why you-- not that i wished it on them or anything-- and not them. you know? um... does that sound bad? i'm not trying to say i wish it on them. no, you're not. but... you know, it really makes you wonder... what you did to deserve some of the things that happened to you. i was afraid to acknowledge it myself. i still am. to this day, i'll say, "that didn't happen to me. why uld anybody want to do that to me?" but when i do acknowledge it, i now say, "oh, no. that did happen to me. wh did i do wrong?" i can't understand it. recent research suggests that probably... 7o% of individuals, at least inpatient individuals with bderline personality sorder have h severe physical or early on.use t